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1893–1944

XXI

Robert Nichols

I wander forth. About my feet Of the The sward is fresh and doubly sweet Second Singer. The loved air on my salved brow. Be still. Be still. For hearken: now

A second voice behind the grove Uprises tremulous with love. How hushed, how moody is the strain! Pleading — O, surely, not in vain!

Sombrely rises every note, Lingers, and in dark dells remote Echoes until another come. Philomel herself falls dumb.

Philomel herself falls dumb, Mindful of her shadowy home; Of a slowly falling surge Sounding its unending dirge

On an alien ocean's verge; Of a rain-smitten tower that stood Fronting the calm, pale rolling flood; Of a slim sister's beauty glows,

Fatefuller than a midnight rose; Of the birth, growth, and scheming dire, Of an accursed King's desire; Of night-long vigil, tongueless wrack,

And the last exultation black O'er loathly offering, feasting sour, A fell cry in the lonely tower, Raging pursuit, flight's vain endeavour,

And Vengeance stilling all for ever.— Save the voice that nightly cries To the slowly wheeling skies Of unrest resolved in calm,

Time's tears fallen like a balm, Sorrows that dead hearts have wrung, By the sad Enthusiast sung, Sweeter than Euphrosyne's tongue.

O tremulous voice! who is‘ t that shakes The night with fervour? Through the brakes Softly I thread... emerge, and now

Across the rising meadow's brow I glimpse, beside the farther wood, Under the shadow of its hood, A glimmering shape that does not move.

It is the shepherd and his love: Close, close they stand, swooning and dim; Her shadowed face looks up at him, Her sighing breath his forehead warms;

He sings, she leans within his arms. The Shepherd. Now arched dark boughs hang dim and still; The deep dew glistens up the hill; THE SHEPHERD'S Silence trembles. All is still. NIGHT SONG.

Now the sweet siren of the woods, Philomel, passionately broods, Or, darkling, hymns love's wildest moods. Danae, fainting in her tower,

Feels a sudden sun swim lower, Gasps beneath the starry shower. Venus in the pomegranate grove Flutters like a fluttering dove

Under young Adonis’ love. Leda longs until alight In the reeds those wings of white She hears beat the upper night.

Golden now the glowing moon, Diana over Endymion Downward bends as in a swoon. Wherefore, since the gods agree,

Youth is sweet and Night is free, And Love pleasure, should not we? Song whose desire her kisses bless! The Faun Song that wreaks wounds no lips redress, is struck

O wounding song! Such loneliness with Sorrow. Falls, like a stun blow from behind, That my hands grope, my eyes go blind. I gasp....

Away, Away, O heart! Lone, wretched Faun, depart, depart; Hide thyself, wretched, utterly, Climb to the clouds where none may see

And mock thy causeless misery! What joy is mine? what is‘ t I have: Immortal life? would‘ twere a grave. Thus, thus to suffer world-without-end,

No love, no hope, no goal, no friend! And the proud, morning Centaur, how Fares he? what lot doth Fate allow?— More wretched yet! to live and be

Perfection's lone epitome. To feel in him a fecund power, And lack on which to spend that dower!... I mind me now that once I heard

Wise, gentle Pan pronounce this word: “Whoever like a God would shine Must share the loneliness divine.” Ah! to be Gods, then, is to be

One fierce eternal agony. Yet, being Gods, such feel no pain; Their strength is equal to their bane. While I, poor half-god and half-beast,

I would be man, the last and least Of men! O reasoning vain: Were I but man and one in pain,

I could not by my utmost wipe One tear away. But now this pipe Hangs from my neck, god Pan's elect He takes Comfort Gift to his children to perfect in the Uncommon

In awe, joy, grief, and loneliness. Gift of God. Sound, pipe, and with thy note express All this my heart! to thee I give All the long days that I must live.

I wander on, I fade in mist, O peopled World, and dost thou list? Pipe on, difficult pipes of mine; There is something in me divine,

And it must out. For this was I Born, and I know I cannot die Until, perfected pipe, thou send My utmost: God, which is

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